Well...i've tried to make a fan made bof DQ2 and i really started on writing the story and all but something seemed missing...

Last week i just finished writing Chapter 6 and the story seemed to be very exciting and all but then i came to realize that i have done a biiiiiig mistake....

I made 7 main characters instead of 6 :

Ryu,Nina,Lin,Gero,Iris,Deis and Nero

here is my problem; I really wanna keep Deis in there.....but if i do then it would be 4 girls(women) and 2 guys as main characters...IMPOSSIBLE!!

So i thought that i keep Nero and just put Deis as a sub-character...

Now here's my other problem;

I haven't yet decided a design for Nero...and i don't even know if i'll really name him like that and he seems to be like a Non-Breath of fire-like character....

And i really haven't decided a design for Nina and Lin yet and that's just killing me....

so i'm having big problems here....

In the end i realized that i have to write the ENTIRE STORY again....!
But i just don't seem to have the imagination anymore ....
Whenever i write a chapter i'm not quite satisfied with it and rewrite it over and over again and then it just turns out to be even worse then it was before that and that's why i don't post it in the internet because i know that i'll just edit it over and over again..*sigh*

So right now....i'm pretty depressed....my head hurts and i don't know what to do anymore....The thing that keeps me busy now is to look at every single concept art,sketches and other arts from Tetsuya Yoshikawa (Bof3,4 and 5 character designer) to help me getting my imagination back...which is harder as it seems.....*sigh* Oh boy,Kathryn...your head just seems to be filled with hot air but no good ideas,eh???